they say our five basic needs in life are food, water, oxygen, living space, and proper temperature. but alas I feel that I am not human as my needs are quite different.
I would say aside from food, water, oxygen, the single most important thing I need in my life, is LOVE. I've been in a constant battle with love in the sense that I don't really know what love is. I'm confused. I'm often showed love by the number of things people by me. My dad would take me to a toystore as a girl and I literally could have any and EVERY barbie I wanted. As an adult, men spoil me with purses, vacations, cars, etc. With all these people giving me material objects, I wonder is this love? is this love even though they don't want to spend time with me? they are willing to spend all their money on me but can't be bothered with me when its not convenient?
then I begin to think about love being about what you look like. am I uncapable of being loved because of the way I present myself? could be a theroy? how can you love a girl who craves attention and draws on her eyebrows?
attention is my fifth need in life. without attention, I'd literally die. it feeds my soul, it fuels my energy and it drives my life.
life is sad.
life is beautiful.
but life is sad.
what do you NEED in life???
are you honest enough with yourself to know your needs???